You were my everything

SUNDAY

Yawnz... Its sunday again.. and its a book in day! BORED!!!! i hate sunday. why? cos got to book in and its suck! but no choice do i? 10months more to go.. soon!

BOOK IN TIME.

Cya all.. will blog when i come back.. Bye~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY 3rD GRANDUNCLE!! TEO KAH HWEE

Yesterday went to moonshine at orchard tower, where kah hwee worked. its a pub. I , yong teck, bryan reached there around 10plus.. at first were kinda bored. we sat at smoking cornor and chill for around 2-3hours then changed seat to inside.. thats where the real fun starts huh? How long since i kiss,hug a girl? >.< skip that.

The DJ ROX man! Rnb and Trance all night long.. .cos we can choose our own songs(dian ge) and thats cool! thats when our shuffle starts! hahas.. later on a groups of malays came. they started dancing too. shuffle & Tek tonik. teck and me join in the fun too. :)

Their group have 1 chinese girl(ah lian),me and teck was dancing wif the groups of malays ma. Then the bouncer come and talk to us. asked us whether want the chinese girl number not? he can help us, but careful of the friend of her(malay girl).. teck replied" no la.. we just dance only) LOL

Crazy night yeah. oh ya! seriously the beer there sux! dunno how to describe , just awful! but the "Kid" is there. after "ta" 2 cups. we start to feel gizzy. But Shiok la the feeling! So high! Afterall just the 3 of us celebrating kah hwee bday..

Once again happy birthday! uploading pic and video later on.

You know... This song.... Have a deep meaning... For me.

This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you

I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you

And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
i just want you to be happy

You Know.......??

I WANT NOBODY BUT YOU

I really hate my face! why like more and more worst??!
already been spending few K's on it but still no effect..
feel like shit! hopefull can get well again..haix.
now still on medication but seems that the condition worsen.. why??

Yeah im back.. lucky today have night out if not die le..
Shortage of underwear,socks. hahas!

Recently weather really heaty.. been sweating like mad dog!

Sian.. tml got guard duty.. now going book in liao..
will post next week. bye~

I'm Sorry

Ella birthday fall on good friday,
so we though of celebrating it for her on thursday night.
decided to do it on powerhouse..
so i planned everything for her.. all went well till that night.
we were able to book out on 9pm the latest,
if book out by that time i still have time to prepare things.
but....
at the very last min, incident happen.
was drag till midnight 12 then book out..
everythings was not done yet..
no choice but to cancel because all was too late.
told benson to call ella and explained.
i really cant face her, tell her had to cancel it.
at that time i was feeling down and disappointed.

Ella im very sorry, hope to make it up to you. im serious.

Till now she nv reply me or benson..
i guess she really angry.

Im truly sorry.

My house nearly on fire!

Cos morning my mum come back and cook lunch for us then she was cooking soup and forget to turn off the fire then keep on cooking, lucky jia hui came to my hse while i was still sleeping, i open the door for him, i smell why like got chao ta smell, afterthat i quickly run to kitchen and look around, and saw the soup is still cooking, i faster turn off the fire and pour water into in, the whole thing were burn and black.. that was close. if i were to contiune to sleep. i think thats it liao..

First Time

SERIOUSLY dbl is BORED, the music is sux man! just that the drink is bloody cheap nia.. after awhile went to dance floor, im thinking wtf? i cant see any girls around. all are guys! GAY DANCE FLOOR MEH? wth lor.. kind of waste my money going there.. but lucky still quite fun, all because of russ. he's dude! full of bullshits... all e way making we all laugh.. we were at bar, he drank a few cups only, then vomit .. wtf man! he got so weak meh? afterwards he kind of drunk? he really... i really nth to say about him. IMPRESSED. he just walk around see table got jugs, then steal only, then we faster finish. sup funny sia!! hahas. he really a cock la..

Pics taken on dbl

DBL

ahhhh!! Bored! going to book in liao..
this week gonna be a long week for me again.. tuesday have outfield training till thursday , think of it really sick. cannot bath for 2days really cmi. somemore now weather so hot! please kill me!

My pay just come in only , now left 10 dollars only .. how am i going to survive?? still have 4 more weeks to go before my next pay... heavily in debt..

now i know her name is celine not sherleen.. hahas!

Book in le. byes ,

taken at powerhouse last week.. Cool huh? lol

Came back from powerhouse, went with jia hui , yulong , norris , and jia hui friends..
the funny part was , i jia hui,jess and 1 of her fren name sherleen if i not wrong? we were playing 5 10 then sherleen was like very slow motion like that. dont really know how to play.. her reaction is damn funny la! hahas! after awhile we went back to dance floor and dance, half hr later they say wanna go drink again, and we continue playing 5 10, this time round, she like keep losing then drink and drink and drink, after that she abit seh liao , dont feel like drinking le , but then we just cont playing and say lose nvm , dont need to drink, but was like kind of kay siao 1 la.. lol! she lost again, then she have to drink ma, than her innocent face like... melted =.=! haah..
Also jess, u very di siao hor. keep saying vaness nv come lei, u sad ma??
but got abit sad la.. hahah!

K lah, end here le, very tired liao.. eyes cannot tahan le. Nights :)

Today quite bored.. now watchin ladder 47 , quite a nice show.. Yeah, later going to powerhouse le :)

went to eat dinner with teck at tamp, we ate zhi cha , then teck tell the uncle that he want to order a xi cha mui fan, then the uncle heard was xi zhou min fen, then teck repeat again xi cha mui fan, the uncle was like huh?? LOL! i also tot was xi zhou min fen, but then teck said he wants that. cos only got mui fan normal de, unless u special order ask them to put. then the uncle was like uh? ok lor.. haha.. funny sia!
then after dinner went to geylang (dirty) ktv find teck friend, that was my first time going there..
i feel like abit weird like that, then inside the room chit chat all these, then i was thinking.. waa, why all the girls like so chui like that.. LOL. like cannot make it like that. awhile more then went off to find jia hui and look for his friends and chill.
when i saw her i was like abit paiseh. hahas, jess and vaness was laughing all the way lo, out of nowhere i also laugh liao..jiahui u really like a COCK! muhaha!

Nights, off to bed~

FINALLY MY BLOG IS DONE!

Finally... spent like 3hours++ doing my blog.. that was kind of long ??
when doing , been asking for help around , even asked my didi to help me.. i got so lousy ma( i was thinking) kind of paiseh. hahas!
Afterall still happy la. cos my blog is up le.. but still like somethings is missing like that leh..
End here le.im going out bye~

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